Time to Start Living Again!

I realized today that it's time to start living again--

It's time to move out of my darkness and look for the incredible Light of God that is always surrounding me, if I choose to seek it. I think I've been "enjoying" the safety of the darkness... but I realize now that nothing can grow in darkness.

It's time to trust in God, and go out on a limb and chase my dreams... as Fr Nigel said in church yesterday, "We have to go out on the limb- that is where the fruit is." His message yesterday, (although I didn't really "get it" until today) really inspired me to move forward with my dreams-- even if the process makes no sense what-so-ever. I fully expect criticism from friends- but I know they love me, so even though I'm likely to ignore their comments :-) they are appreciated. The process wont likely be an easy one-- but I'm trusting in God's words, "Consider the lilies..." I trust You Lord!!

This blog has been silent for too long-- all because I cared more about what someone (many someones) thinks, and less about what God thinks. That was wrong-- very wrong! To silence my passion for writing just because of a few "poorly timed" comments, was really putting the judgements of others above that of God. Lord, forgive me for this!

So life-- I'm back!! Darkness- go away, I'm living in the Light of the Living God.

Watch out world... here I come!!!